Anne's Reply

A quick follow up... she actually emailed me back. In typical Anne fashion, it was under 4 sentences. It was nothing spectacular, unfortunately. Apparently, I'm childish. I can live with that.

1st Blog

So, it's saturday morning and I got to play soccer at 830 in the morning. I'm like the 3rd person there. Of couse, Anne has to show up as always. This fact doesn't bother me. I go for a walk, meander around, pretty much avoiding any area she's in. I obviously don't want to talk to her. We haven't spoken in about 5 months. A mutual decision, I suppose. My initiative nonetheless. So the time comes for the team to gather around... people start saying "Hi" to me as we gather in. I hear her speak to me, but I ignore her. Oh, but she won't be ignored! She says "Hi" like 2 more times louder than the first time...

Well, what's the harm in that? I'll tell you. When we were 'dating' I couldn't get her to acknowledge me for many games. I would show up and she would just ignore me. That shit was confusing. After the games she would call me like nothing happened. It would take 5 games for her to say 'Hi' to me 3 times at least, sometimes more. I had to ask her, "Why dont you speak?" She would say some bullshit about being too much into the game or something. What could I do?

...so not trying to be rude, I say "Hi, Anne" in a very unexcited tone. I think anyone could've picked up on that disinterested response. I would've shown more interest in a golf ball than speaking to her at that point in time. So, we play the game and she's being all nice and shit. Why the fuck is she being nice now? It takes 5 months of not speaking to get that?! Fuck that. I mean seriously, fuck that with a whiffle ball bat. That shit is confusing. I go home and call her (mistake #1). I tell her to just let me be at the games... to give me my space while I heal from these recently trying times (Her dumbass, Angela (another chick), job stresses, family members passing away, etc. etc.) I just really don't want to deal with her cuz she pretty much fucks my head up, but i don't want to give up my activities.

She responsds immediately by saying that she's going to delete all my contact information and never speak to me again.... Hhhhwhat?! Really... are we back in middle school again, really? I say, "Don't take it personal" she says she's not. Well, this shit infuriates me! She got me again. The stupid bitch got me again, dammmit!! I try to explain that I'm just looking for some space. She says "Ok" meaning fuck you Giorgio. She completely reverses the situation to where I'm feeling guilty like I did something wrong. She's the one with the impenetrable force shield, heart of stone, black hole of love, void of emotion. Realizing no matter what I say or do, I'm going to be the asshole. Well, If I'm going to be the asshole I want to feel validated in that status.

I wrote her an email (mistake #2). Actually, 2 emails (mistake #3). I told her how I really feel. Here a couple quotes from one: 'Take a look at this picture again... notice the smile on my face. It will be absent the next time I see you.' and 'Can you see the big middle finger I'm giving you?' and last, but not least 'FUCK!!! I'm sending this shit to you. I hope your computer explodes from all my rage.' As you might assume, nothing good can come from this. It's the price I've paid for not saying something sooner. I asked her not to respond to it. She normally didn't say much in response to most emails I wrote anyway. I'm going to be paying for it at the soccer games I would imagine. She has a tendency to being vindictive and spiteful, but passive-aggressively so.

That about wraps it up. Thank you for reading.